This is my spiritual journey
I stumbled a cross a field of beautiful yellow flowers and only one really caught my eye. This flower sparked something within my heart/mind; an old memory of being scared to walk in my own truth. An old memory of feeling misunderstood, a feeling of being comfortable living in my own shell. But this flower […]
I still remember the day we both went our separate ways. You held me hostage. I almost suffocated. You brought me to my knees and I begged for mercy. It took some time to heal, to pick up the pieces. And it was such a relief to jump towards the light back then. But here we are […]
When life is challenging you. It wants to make sure you go level up. To taste your own darkness in order to transform it into light. You see.. to become the radical self-lover you are, you have to break open. Embrace the rupture and move through it. Feel it with your whole being. Feel every emotion, […]
🚫 #vulnerability ALERT – (because some people may think vulnerability is a weakness. Vulnerability is all about owning your own story and loving yourself in the process. It’s one of the first steps to a more wholehearted life. I remember last year being at a
Sometimes you come at a point when you start thinking about some chapters of your life. This is an open letter, an ode to an old lover, an old friend I have lost along the way. Someone once told me that life is like a train ride. And every time the train stops, people will get […]
Yay spring is here! A new year.. And I’m contemplating about the last couple of years of my life as I am writing this. And it’s beautiful to see how the journey is unfolding. It feels damn good to be lost in the right direction.
“I’m so positive I cannot handle myself.” I heard someone saying this out loud at a party and I was in shock! This guy just told me my life quote and all I could do was laugh out loud. It still cracks me up everytime I think about it. What I am trying to say […]
You see the world, you travel far, meet amazing people, eat weird food and visit places that look like the perfect paradise postcards – then the time has come and it’s all over. The moment you are paying your flight ticket back it starts to hit you: all good things will come to an end. Everyone […]
I’m somewhere up in the clouds. In the distance I see an island. It looks mysterious because it’s like it’s disapearing in the clouds. The sun is shimmering magicly in the ocean. The waves look so tiny from this distance. I laugh because I know that the waves in Bali are far more than sweet, they can […]
I spoke to the universe today. Something I don’t actually do that often. I gave gratitude to whatever it is that’s up there, God, the universe, energy for me it doesn’t really matter. All I know is that my intentions are pure. I sat down on the balcony and closed my eyes. The soft evening breeze touched […]
I just want to share something with all of my fellow lightworkers. Something that resonates deep within me. Especially today with the American elections. Let’s not fall for hate and fear. Stay courageous my fellow light workers. Now is the time we all have been waiting for. We the people going to make the positive changes […]
I documented my journey for about 7 months and the stories I wrote were mostly about #spirituality and #traveling. Now I feel it is time to share some different stories with you guys. Not the ‘beautiful’ stories about places or people, but the people who are struggling everyday. The people who you don’t see on […]
Phew what a crazy beautiful roller coaster it has been the couple of months. (I love roller coasters) Never thought I would still be traveling in South East Asia. Never thought I would be away from home for 6 months. And the beautiful part of it all is that even though I don’t like to […]
You should go and love yourself! I got you with the Justin Bieber lyrics didn’t I? 😉 Ok, let’s be serious. Why is it so easy to love everyone around us, but when it comes down to the most important person in the world we are not really able to do it? When was the […]
Oké tel tot tien en maak je niet zo druk. Op de achtergrond hoor ik keihard karaoke muziek. Kauwt er een mevrouw keihard in m’n oren, terwijl ze 4 stoelen verderop zit en belt ze om de 5 minuten in een taal die ik niet kan verstaan. Hallo satan ben jij het? In levende lijven? […]
“I surrender and know that even though the darkness is tough, I am held by the light that is inside of me. I am light and darkness at the same time.
She’s at the Crossroads, should she stay or should she go. Emotions overload, floating everywhere. She doesn’t know where she’s going. Kind of lost in this thing called life, trying to keep everything together. Trying to have some inner peace.
“Bij deze mag ik je feliciteren! Je hebt je diploma bijna in de pocket.” Deze woorden in het mailtje van school moest ik wel tien keer lezen tot het eindelijk tot mij doordrong. Ik voelde mij gevoelloos en vervolgens begonnen de tranen over mijn wangen te rollen van twijfelachtige blijheid.” Help! Ik ben onzeker over […]