I spent so many years hiding in my spiritual closet. I have always felt I had a message to share. All these years I was holding back the fierceness of what my soul wanted to share. She is ready to burst out and transform into this unapologetic wild woman that’s standing in her own truth. Because how can I be truly free if we keep certain parts hidden inside of me? It’s time to show the world who we are. Wholeheartedly and messy. The rising and the fall. Don’t contain yourself.
I’m coming out and want the world to know 😉
Just like some of you, I kept my curiosity and connection to my spirituality under the radar. I was scared of what others might think of me. Scared that people would label me as a weirdo or crazy girl. Scared to be judged or made fun of. Scared to be condemned because of my woowoo, the way I perceive reality.
I never was brought up with any religion but I always had the feeling there was a lot more out there. I would lay down in bed and make myself crazy with questions about the universe and what would happen once we die. As the only child in the household, I never talked about these topics with my parents. So I would just walk around with all these questions in my head. Later on in my life, I started reading spiritual books. This was such an eye (mind) opener for me and I had a lot of ‘ahaa moments’. A lot of information in these books resonated with me and this made me so excited that I wanted to explore more and more.
My greatest aha moment was when I was reading a blog post about empaths. As a kid, I was highly sensitive. I would always ask myself why I was so sensitive all the damn time. I always wanted to toughen up, but that’s not how I am supposed to be. I could feel whenever people around me were not honest, miserable or not true to themselves. I felt so deeply that I felt like I wanted to hug the whole world to make it a better place. I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders and I could never understand why people would destroy each other and our beautiful planet. I just didn’t understand why everything would feel so heavy and why I was always so fascinated in making the world a better place.
In my twenties, my inner ‘awakening‘ started. I was hungry for knowledge and transformation which is not always easy to do. This is what my spirituality is all about:
My passionate invitation is that you become bold enough to come out of your spiritual closet. There is no more time to waste hiding. It’s time you started to openly share your gifts, unique talents, ancient wisdom and superpowers with the world.
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